panic [to come] (day seventy eight)

even though the deadlines coming in the next week aren’t strict persay, i’m feeling very antsy. restricted, almost. i feel like i’m walking in a garden of dynamite, and the wrong step is so easy to make, and it would be so simple for me to just b l o w u p.as if i’ll forget everything. i don’t really understand anything i’m learning in any of my classes, and i was brought up for next week’s varsity match. then i have a chemistry test. all this random information is swirling around in my brain, taking precedence over the really important stuff, and man am i stressing. the only thing that prevents this from being a typical angsty account is a newfound love for twenty one pilots. their music is no single genre, but it seems to take the anxiety away.


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